Sunday, January 6, 2013

Les Miserables and All Things 24601

The list of things I could talk about all day:
“My Children, my marathons, my novels, and Les Miserables”

I’ve loved the musical like none other. No, I don’t love it like a 12 year old lives Justin Bieber, and there’s no posters on my wall like the one above with the messy face of child Cosette sweeping to the tune of ‘Castle in the Sky,’ but, a “24601” Tattoo has been given serious consideration. And, to my daughter who has been known to answer my proclamations of ‘I love something’ with, “Well, then why don’t you marry it?” all I can say is, “polygamy now, Damn it, Polygamy now!”

Why do I feel this way? Hmmm? I think the more I can figure out why I’m so touched by Les Miserables,  I can figure out more about me.  What I’ve come up with so far are three reasons:

1.The sense of justice in the world of Les Miserabes.  There’s a spiritual karma that comes back to each character, and an ultimate goodness of God, but this is mixed in with darkness and evil and misery. Tragedy happens randomly to good people at the hands of evil, and this creates an abject desperation, yet always with tiny shreds of the permanence of hope. So, even though the iron faith and conviction of Jon Valjean leads to his salvation and the realization that, “to love another person is to see the face of God” ~ you can be full of love and dedication for your child, like Fantine, yet still, “The lions will come at night, with their voices soft as thunder, and they will tear your dreams apart.”

I think I want to believe I’m living a Jon Valjean life, but I may be a little more Fantine.

((feel free to walk away now, excuse yourself, pretend you got a text from your kid, go to the bathroom, do something,  like I said, I can talk about Les Mis all day, and I’m just getting started..))

2. The genius of story-telling.  There’s such an array of stories and criss-crossing of characters, each of whom is the hero of their own story.   Every minor character of Les Miserables exists for their own sake, and if they came to life, they wouldn’t say “I’m a minor character in somebody else's story” they are the heroe’s of their own story, dealing with issues from the very grand, to the very small.  There are revolutions happening on all levels, not just the streets, but in the minds and hearts and worldviews of the characters.  This is exemplified by “One Day More” where relationships, governments, families, and belief systems all come to a head with just moments of time before they get played out. (which, if you are in a theater rather than the cinema, means it’s intermission)

3.  The power of music to exemplify and display feelings.  It’s emotions with the heat turned up, boiling out the purest parts, and with the first note of every song on the songtrack, I’m taken to the emotion of the corresponding scene.

So, with all this going into Les Miserables, I have been waiting and waiting to see the movie.

First a digression: I was torn which move to see first, Les Miserables or The Hobbit. The Lord of the Rings trilogy was unlike anything brought to the big screen, so I had to see The Hobbit, but, as expected, The Hobbit truly disappointed.  If you’ve seen The Goonies, you’ve seen The Hobbit. And oh, the irony that after a trilogy about the evils of Greed in seeking the all powerful “One Ring To Rule Them All”, we’re left with the greedy remains of turning a small book, The Hobbit, into three greed-driven movies rather than just one and done.

Back to Les Miserables, where I went into the theater with a bag full of smuggled in snacks, fully prepared to sing out loud the parts of Jon Valjean until I was kicked out of the theater, and then sneak back in and bellow out, even louder, the lines of Javert.

It took a few minutes getting used to seeing it on the screen rather than a theater, but five minutes in, I adjusted and it overwhelmed.  And while the move was slow at times, it seemed almost like a movie tribute to the musical rather than a movie in it’s own rites, and that is what I had hoped for, a strict translation, and I could have sat through it again as soon as it was over.


My thoughts:


Hugh Jackman was splendid and is a true versatile showman and artisan, but, (and I know of no other way to describe it but,) I never felt like I was watching Jon Valjean but was rather watching Hugh Jackman being Jon Valjean.  When a role is done just right, you forget who is playing it, and I didn’t with Hugh Jackman, I was always cognizant of who it was. Still, he was brilliant.

Jon Valjean’s foil is Javert, a black and white thinking, overly-judgemental, non-forgiving authority figure who’s obsessed with catching the fugitive and bringing him to justice.  Russell Crowe played Javert, and I didn’t care that his vocals didn’t match up, but he simply needed to be more intimidating.  In every stage presentation I have seen, Javert is taller than Jon Valjean, with an upright march as if he’s always a solider, always on guard, and that Jon Valjean should be afraid when the two were together on screen.  I just wasn’t afraid of Javert – maybe if Crowe had put a little more Maximus from ‘Gladiator’ in his role. That said, Javert’s suicide, such a great internal combusting scene, played wonderful.

As Fantine, Ann Hathaway deserves every award bestowed upon her. Her sorrow, her misery, the vast injustice done onto her, was played out in just a short bit of screen time, and she gave me one of the most moving moments I’ve ever had in a theater, or experiencing any bit of art for that matter.  I cried a bucketful of tears at her version of “I Dreamed a Dreamed,” and then another bucket when she appears to Jon Valjean at the end.  The close up of her face as she sings was incredible, and it seemed not like I was watching a movie but was a voyeur sneaking a peek at a humans darkest and most private moment.

Kudos, as well, to the number “Empty Chairs and Empty Tables,” which was done more powerful than any I have seen. I’ve never felt it like I did watching it on the big screen, and Marius was brought to life much more powerful than any live version.  Eddie Redmayne, if I was Jon Valjean, you can marry my daughter, and until a Marius such as you portrayed comes along, I’m keeping them hidden.


The class warfare of the society of Les Mis, and seeing the faces and expressions close up rather than from 20 rows back, made the poverty more gritty and more real.  But the barricade looked oddly not much more elaborate on the movie screen than it does on stage. But never mind, I felt the group of revolutionaries more intimately by seeing their youthful faces up close than I had in the musical version.


And I go on:
Eponines “On My Own” had this odd music video appeal and was way more polished than the other numbers. I’m going to pretend to be smart and link this to her being from an original production of Les Mis, she actually played Eponine in a London production of Les Miserables and also starred as Eponine in the 25th anniversary production, so she was not chosen for the movie exclusively.


 
The Thenardiers played by Sacha Baron Cohen and Helena Bonham Carter were just mildly cute. I could have taken a pee break and not missed anything. The ‘Master of The House’ number is great theater during the musical version but did nothing for me in the cinema.

Cosette, I’m sorry to say, you are just vanilla and never mattered much to me in any version.  You are mostly static. Your conflicts are minor, you are there for what you represent rather than anyone who undergoes much of a change. Thanks for showing up though, since without you, there’s nothing.

When the whole ensemble sings together it is at its most powerful, but I’ve heard the individual vocals getting hammered by critics. I wasn’t looking for a perfect vocal performance.  I can download that from itunes. Sure, they could have lip-synced a studio take, but they sang it live in each scene, and what I wanted was the emotion and the backstory leading to the moment of the song and that’s what matters. I wanted an actor who sings, not a singer who acts.  (if you want the true backstory, read the long but actually quite readable novel, and you’ll see, among other things, the wooing and romanticizing by Fantine's lover before she is abandoned.)

So, I bought the soundtrack, which for now just includes the highlights (with some confusing reasons why they left out certain songs, WTF?), but when the full version comes out, I ‘ll certainly be buying it as well, and a good half-marathon worth of songs is waiting.

In fact, I’m looking for someone who is willing to dress up as Javert and pace me at my next marathon. They must be tall, intimidating, and be able to run right at my heels while continually singing The Confrontation, Stars, (There, out in the darkness, A fugitive running,)  and at the end, plunge themselves to their death after a rendition of Javerts Suicide.

Look down, look down, you're standing in your grave 


Waiting for Les Mis to return to the dollar show.

Friday, January 4, 2013

Drunks As Unstoppable Runners - The Fix Article

 I guess I can call him a friend.

 Mr. Caleb Daniloff, author of Running Ransom Road: Confronting The Past, One Marathon At A Time, contacted me for permission to use my name in his article written for 'The Fix'. The Fix is pretty much the premier addiction and recovery related online magazine with all sorts of addiction heroes contributing to its cause.

After getting my okay, Caleb emailed me with a list of quick questions, to which I responded with even quicker answers. The result: I get a brief mention in his article: Why Former Drunks Make Unstoppable Runners and sound like a cool, Walter White (well, okay, or maybe Jessie Pinkman) marathoning dude.  And he's right: if someone like me can recover and run 26.2, most any wretched soul can.

The article is an excellent read for all runners, I have to believe, and Caleb writes in a lyrical way yet never loses his conversational style and edgy tone.

The irony of having my name mentioned in The Fix is I've been trying to get noticed by the online magazine through my novel, STRAY, which is worthy (damn it) of a review since it tackles not only addiction, but the nature of sick and suffering addicts as well as their caregivers.

But, I'll take the plug, and I really enjoyed the article. It is the kind of material I would write if I hadn't damaged my brain so much. Then again, if I hadn't done the damage and had the experiences, maybe there'd be less to write about.


I do now have a page dedicated to my addiction related posts. Check it out here.


Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Winter Running and Runner's World Abs

Yes, snow running is here. Unlike last year, Michigan just got dumped with about a foot of snow so far, and there hasn’t been the usual warm up to 45 degrees for a day or two, so the streets remain snowy and icy, and sidewalks remain unclear.

So, it's time to write all about Winter Running, with tips and inspiration and running gear. But I’ve already posted on this about a year ago.

So, here’s what I am gonna do instead: I’m gonna be like Runner's World, Men’s Fitness, and most other fitness magazines and shuffle the words around, put a new title on top, and then add a picture of someone with Rock hard 'I've deprived myself of chocolate cake' abs, and a ridiculous smile, onto the cover, and regurgitate this article as new.

Bamn!!! 2012’s article called "Great Winter Running Tips" becomes "Hottest Tips To Run In the Snow” for example, or, to be specific my post “Running Blood Boils Hot” becomes “I’m The Same Article But with A New Set of Abs On The Cover So Buy Me”:

So this:


Becomes this:
                                          



Or I can just paraphrase my article from last year and add to it.

If you're looking for clear, nicely manicured and salted pavement, find dry areas by being creative – big-box store parking lots when they are closed or big churches or community colleges during off-hours. Also try something new and run on fresh snow in open fields which is easier than half-trodden, frozen-over jagged snow.  And don't be intimidated because once you get out there you'll heat up in moments, a hat and a zippered jacket control temp up or down, and it is wind, not cold or snow, that is your real enemy. No matter what, remember you are a badd-ass for running in the snow, and this makes you rock.

And here’s what I want to add”

Cleats.

I bought a pair of traction aids on Black Friday when I dipped into Running Fit just by chance since I was next door at Olgas.  I’ve heard people recommend them, but was skeptical, both of if they worked or not and if I would even use them the way snow has been noticeably absent from our winters..  The running fit dude recommended ‘duenorth' brand rather than yaktrax since they were a bit more natural, flush to the ground, and with less interruption to your gait.  I bought them and kept them in their package, in the bag with the receipt ready to return as needed.  But the snow came, and now the cleats are suctioned onto my second pair of shoes in a way that reminds me of how Alien used to suction onto someones face, so I suspect they will never be coming off. 

And they work.

I couldn’t make myself slip, running on ice and packed snow and packed-ice covered snow, all of it.  The strange thing was, I avoided the clear cement, since it made them go  clippity cloppity. And I have to believe too much straight cement will wear down the cleats and widdle them to nothing.

My first run in them was a late-night run under a clear sky, where the blue glow of a nearly full moon reflected off the snow tops. Something you just don’t get from the basement treadmill. Not to mention all the fresh air smacking my face. 



For longer runs, I still find it takes a lot of work to find a way to put in the high mileage in the ice and snow, and my ankles would jar side to side until they would surely snap. So I still did my 14 miler on the treadmill watching the movie Looper (both the run and the movie were good).

 Yes, the treadmill frees up many options to train, but treadmill running feels more like 'training' and not pure running.  The cleats free up options to run outside as I'm supposed to. 

Can't wait until next year at this same time, when I can write this same exact post, throw up a few different pictures (maybe of my hairy, more santa-claus shaped, I love Pizza and chocolate, abs) and call it new.

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